today was so happy coz at last she recive and reply for the msg dy..and i talk to her about 10 mintues in the phone..even it just 10 mintues it already enough..haha..thx god..but too bad i still miss u even i heard your voice..haiz...

i wonder izit this year is my bad luck year?...fine it okie...f*ck....

today ponteng, college..coz yesterday when there and all the lecturer say the class onli wll start on next monday..so today ponten..haha..as usual woke up at 6.30 am fetch to skul and came back to help my dad..haiz..after help on 1.10pm go fetch sis back again..haiz..like my sis driver..while reach home bath and take a nap till 4 plus dad woke me up and follow him to Banting to met his coustomer..while at there around 7pm and call us go his rest at Jln Reko for eat dinner..haiz..all old ppl me the onli paling young,the younger and the onli drink mineral watr.coz all there drink whisky...we seat eat till around 10 plus onli come back..haiz..by the time all of them drink there, my mind just keep think about "something,someone"..i can even forget her look..haiz..so so mis her..and i wonder wat did i do till "someone"x layan me..haiz..dunno wat i did do?..i am so sorry if i do anything wrong..haiz..life sux!!

start college for the 3rd sem today....in the early morning sent sis to skul and straight away went to college..coz scared there is class at 8 am..too bad when reach there,no class at 8am..the class start at 10..arghh!!..while waiting for 10 am class,so i drive out to nilai town form my breakfast..after breakfast i came back to skul and continue to read my book..haiz..shall i belive or not??.coz in this book there is a part that written,that chinese horoscope for Horse are difficulty in getting on with monkey and rat..lolx..haiz..shall i belive?.this question keep on turning in my mind...too bad i am born under horse year..haiz...few more month i am getting 21 years old in chinese lunar calender..haiz..old dy...anyway no matter the horse are how hard to getting on with monkey i will try my best..hope that the book written not true...lolx...

last day of holiday..haiz...there is few day class start at 8am..haiz..sux...i hate it so much..too bad,have to bear with it lo..lolx..the msg i sent to her on yesterday nitez,she haven't get,i guess so..i hope u will reply me,after saw the msg..I MISS U SO MUCH..haiz..it just a odinary day for today.dad and mum go out since 12.noon,then have to take their place in work.haiz..after work,1.30 am when kajang fetch sister from skul..then stay at hse with sis for the whole day...boring life and full of thinking of u...

i am back...ntg special about my life,still the same lonley and sux life...today so moody coz she went for NS camp dy..haiz..boring and full of missing her feeling went alone drive back all the way from Penang..I MISS U,,i hope one day u will be mine....y every thing i say sure wrong de??haiz...wat so wrong about me??..